I never liked children. However there was one time when I actually enjoyed myself being with children. And that experience changed my mind. I had a chance to visit to the children’s hospital and do some volunteer work. It was quite a big challenge for me to set up my mind to go to children’s hospital and help because I didn’t like being with children.
My family volunteered to clean the windows in the hospital. Since we are in Russia and we couldn’t barely speak Russian at all, that was the only job we could do for them. There were some other people playing (talking) to the children. Because I was in hospital, all the children were injured. And when I was cleaning a window of a girl, even though we didn’t say a word, she gave me a smile which I was surprised. I still don’t know the exact reason why I was surprised but probably because I had not nice ideas about children which she broke the frame of it.
Knowledge is like biased ideas in our head and once an idea is stored in our head, it’s hard to change or get rid of the idea whether it’s right or wrong. However through CAS activities, through experiences, it changed and I appreciate the purpose of CAS and my new ways of interpretation with CAS and TOK.